So many things are happening at once again and I should just blog immediately after my work. Finally and finally, here is my personal video interview with TBRB. Well basically TBRB is an event and brands solution company that integrates quality ideas. I was assigned to introduce about myself of course and my opinions towards the company as I was one of their ex-internship student.
To be honest filming is fun, even though you might look very awkward or what in the first time. The most challenging part when I was keep NG, all these questions have been asked over and over again and it pissed me off. Luckily my photographer Ellen being really nice to me, so I was able to overcome my phobia.
Only those who really read my blog know that I am a shy person and very anti social lolll. I wont start my conversation with the others if the person never talk to me first. Wonder "what if he/she hates me? Or am I ugly he/she refused to talk to me?" And one day I just realized... What fucking era already I am still shy shy shy... So I decided to take Public Relation as my course and thats how my revolution until now.
In the young age I was still dilemma whether I should study nursing/biotechnology ( I love sciences) or PR? At last I think myself more suitable to be a PR. Firstly since I was so into fashion and make up those stuffs. Besides, I love to blog. I guess PR have to write a lot also lolll. I don't want to be in the lab like an idiot wearing the white uniform with a spectacles, no offences*. So when I was 19, I started to went for photoshoot and joined some modelling contest. The main purpose wasn't to be a famous star, what I want just to overcome my shyness so I could stand confidentially in front of peoples. I was so impressed that I actually did it.
And than I started to blog as well. I kant really blog with very fluent and perfect English, but at least I willing to give a try. Blog is a simple way to express yourself and your thoughts. And my best achievement was I can actually earn through advertising and interact with many more bloggers from the other countries. My social circle is getting better after this :)
So back to the topic, what I want to emphasize was I actually change in my personality from time to time and I am trying to challenge myself, just like the interview. To talk in front of the camera by yourself wasn't an easy task, you have to be super natural and maintain your eye contact. EYE CONTACT. This was the hardest part, kill me. I feel like dicking out my eye balls, so I wont keep rolling my eyes when I was trying to continue my conversation. When I remember my script, I forget about my eye contact. When I remember to remain my eye contact, I totally kant remember what am I suppose to say. #SHITME.
But at last my task was completed and the filming interview will be send to the KL main office. What a waste of my effort if the outcome is not satisfying, so hopefully overall is fine. I was so stressed out lolll but I cant do anything else. Before the goodnight, here's my outfit of the day.
TOP- London Pepe Jeans
BOTTOM- Top Shop Red Skinnypants
Shoes- Top Shop